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Rights to Rebirth

Hearts whose monitors
level to a universal line
will not rise enough
to peek through a clearing
barred by someone else’s 
neuronic fences—-

So today, I will die,
in a place where a seed is planted in the forest,
and no one is around to see it grow,

until its reflection towers 
through glassy-eyed people
like you.

I’ve lived inside all of you.

Was it really so classy to spit me back out,
or have you never learned the art
of acquired taste?

Your so called “respectfulness”
rolls through my throat like sandpaper.

What does an apology mean
when words are only a myth?
Because my God never assigned order
to the freedom of being re-birthed.

He only smiled 
and tipped his hat.

by Amanda Paul

shtngga asked: This isn't a question, but I appreciate your good words on my post :)

I support bringing good karma and the power of positivity to the world, which is exactly what you are doing. Positive affirmation is the best way to encourage minds to think freely, and I recognize anyone who actively does this. People like you are the source of the world’s smiles. =)

Who is Amanda Paul?

All the immediate things you should know…

My Goal:
To spiritually connect and inspire others and myself.

Why I Call Myself An Old Soul:
I believe I am very emotionally intelligent. I love growing, I love learning, and I actively do these things constantly. My memory I feel is nearly perfect. Also, as a believer in reincarnation (ask me to explain if you like) I would guess that my soul has seen more past lives than at least 60% of people, give or take, but I could be wrong.

Spiritual Beliefs:
Just read this story. This is who I am spiritually in a nutshell:
The Egg by Andy Weir
This story is among one of the most beautiful things in the world to me. It is less than two pages long and will take but a minute of your time.

Sexual Identification:
I view myself as more female for several reasons.
*I love being underestimated for my gender. Being underestimated is a great thing. This is how we can fly under the radar.
*I think I am beautiful as a woman.
*I believe my soul is androgynous, but I love being feminine.

Sexual Attraction:
The kind of soul I am attracted to is one who is in tune with themselves no matter what their sexual identification or attractions may be. The emotion of love can hook up to literally ANY neuron in the brain. As long as you are in tune with this, I would love to meet you. I would use the umbrella term, “queer” for this, but I’d maybe even say that I am a “lesbian,” because I believe women are more apt to be emotionally centered in my opinion, but that’s not to say that a man can’t be.

How I View Myself As a Feminist:
The word “feminism” is a double edge sword, because rarely does anyone do this correctly. To be a true feminist, you must erase judgment, but no matter what, we are using judgment constantly. Therefore we must admit we have judgment and recognize ourselves using it. Feminism applies to all forms of oppression, not only gender.
If someone else judges you for the person you are, you must be strong enough to recognize that these are only words and you are powerful enough to succeed over them in the long run. Everyone has been hurt by words in their lives. Everyone has been told “NO— It is not okay for you to be this part of yourself.”
We cannot say “no” to people being who they are, for this is a limiting word. When words are thrown around in everyday language as if they are less than a favorable result for a human being, others are deeply hurt by this.
The truth is, to be a good feminist, you must love yourself. If you can respect yourself, you will learn to love and respect others the right way. Remember—- we are all part of a collective consciousness. I am you and you are me. To love yourself is to love everyone simultaneously. We are on a quest to become God together, so find God in yourself and everyone that you can. (I say “God” referring to beauty or inspiration. I believe God is in kindness and love, and we must create this in ourselves.)

How I View Myself As A Person:
I believe I am a mother. This is not because I have had a child or adopted one. This is because in my terms, a mother is a woman who helps someone grow, no matter if they are blood related or not. In my experiences as an adopted person, blood relation does not matter in the slightest. This is what I live for—- I want to help people grow. No matter who you are, I LOVE YOU. But I cannot love you the right way until you decide to let me in… people just need to listen to each other.

The Egg

Life changing story. Read it.

“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.” 

I wake up in the morning and I consciously create my day the way I want it to happen. Now sometimes, because my mind is examining all the things that I need to get done, it takes me a little bit to settle down and get to the point of where I’m actually intentionally creating my day. But here’s the thing: When I create my day and out of nowhere little things happen that are so unexplainable, I know that they are the process or the result of my creation. And the more I do that, the more I build a neural net in my brain that I accept that that’s possible. (This) gives me the power and the incentive to do it the next day.

Dr. Joe Dispenza in What the BLEEP Do We Know!?